FOR TODAY | 14.10.2018

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Growth is so difficult. I feel like no one ever says that. ​I hear people talk ​about how much they​ ha​ve already grown and what they’ve already learned, but when you’re in the process of stretching​, exploring ​and reshaping​,​ ​it is extremely​​ uncomfortable. 

If you​ ar​e in that space, ​or see yourself getting there, ​know that I am too. Know that I’m really unsure of where I’m going​ ​or even how ​and when ​I got where I am. I ​believe​ one day it’ll feel right​. T​hings will feel like they fit again and our pieces a little more together. 

But for now, I’m trying to lean into the process​ and just be. 

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